I am tired. Not the kind of tired that sleep fixes, but like an emotionally spent tired. Something feels broken—or off kilter. I’ve been faithfully holding my tongue for two years, maintaining my composure, being professional, but now I’m not. I’m searching for my equilibrium, but at work, my heart Read more
This week, I came out in yet a different way. I have written a lot about coming out spiritually – like admitting to others that I have this channeling “thing” I do – that my core beliefs stem from my spiritual beliefs, but this week, my coming out was something Read more
I’m feeling the push-pull between frustration and disappointment that my life isn’t evolving the way I’d hoped—and the pull to keep going in the direction of the pull. Which, as I’m writing this, I realize keeps changing. When I sat down to write this week’s missive, I noticed I’m becoming Read more
Here’s something different… I’m in a good mood. It’s a curious thing, too, because I just got home from being with family in San Francisco yesterday, and today I had to go to work. I went from sweatshirts to sweating. It is really hot here in Pittsburgh and I was Read more
Q. I’m tired, I’m cold. I don’t feel like exercising or walking. I want to sleep. This video I’m watching is making me frustrated. I got nuthin. What does the “U” have? What should I be asking? A. There are no shoulds in Universal speak. You do something or you Read more
A few weeks ago, I wrote a post that explored a similar theme—ancestral patterns, inherited expectations, and all the emotional hand-me-downs we didn’t exactly ask for. That one came from a personal lens, rooted in my own lineage. This week, the question showed up again when I asked a friend Read more
Sooo, as I am wont to do, last night while journaling, I started to spiral… down. Does anyone spiral up? And, once I start going down… I go way down. I ended up listing all my frustrations, exaggerating them to the point where I even surprised myself at how terrible Read more
This week has been one of surprises—ones that shook me to my core. First, on Monday, a lifelong friend, Peter, reached out for my thoughts on something, asking for guidance. A welcome, albeit unexpected surprise. And then, again completely unexpected, on Tuesday, an email from Mike Dooley’s TUT.com website letting Read more
As a writer, there’s this thing called writer’s block. It’s where you know you have to write something, but nothing’s coming to you. I have much experience with this. In fact, the 2nd channeled book I’m working on has faced a lot of blockages. The first book, Back to Being, Read more
I asked this question earlier today: Let’s lean into more about the transition—from where we are now, emotionally and mentally, to where these writings suggest we are meant to go. How can we trust we won’t end up as weirdos—outcasts and broke? I was prompted to begin with this excerpt Read more